how do you bow out gracefully?
become the sacrifical sheep
but you’re doing it to keep the peace
taking the L when it should be yours to keep
trying to make a decision even though its not fair
someones gotta lose in heartbreak warfare
and what’s the big deal that you’re the loser
why get in depper and he chooses her
so keep your head and shed no tears
everythings in the open, no doubts or fears
but why are tears forming & my vision is blurred?
why can’t I breathe like an anxiety attack
you chose you and he’s choosing her
the decisions were made & no take backs
no refunds, nothing is yours to keep
you did the right thing got out before it got too deep
but I’m so confused, I’m pulling out my hair
I don’t know, how can we stay friends
I wanted it wholly, couldn’t allow myself to share
but how do I stop what began
become the sacrifical sheep
just to keep the peace
what could I possibly gain?
-jpvb
-jpvb