my pants don’t fit
my heart aches
my tears are tired are fzlling
but they keep my eyes intact
yesterday i lied
about feelings so true
i felt the reprucussions
aches to my head; double beats from my heart
i’ll play my position until we part.
yesternight i lied
with my lightskinned friend
between ourselves
my best kept secret; the pain the pleasure
this shit won’t last forever
my heart’s aching
and my pants arent fitting
where’s the real love im supposed to be getting
guess i’ll keep playing life’s game
shit can’t stay the same
keep going until thing’s change
in Jesus’ name…
-jpvb
