raindrops

its becoming a lil bit too familiar

this thing called love

we’re slowly falling apart

the nights seems shorter

the days pass

as we lay side by side

no cuddling involved

sleeping on each’s respective side

questions are asked

the replies are questions

tit for tat

its becoming too familiar

emotional abuse

verbally gone bad

physically me

im becoming anger

feeling more like a mom than a gf

titles dont mean shit

each tear falling like a raindrop

slow and steady

wetting the pavement

my happiness on concrete

water damage from the tears

what is thing  called love

and what does it have to do with IT

i wanna free myself

toxicity clogs head

respiratory problems from a relationship

b-r-e-a-k

ing into pieces

timeout is a NECESSITY

lets BRAKE

slow down

move slow

STOP!

its gone from green, to yellow to

RED

bruises

from where my hearts been ripped

what do I want from this

RAIN

drops

keep fallin

from my head

and my eyes

oh these brown eyes

can’t take the rain

but its washes me

free

breaking the shackles

releasing the storm

in the end

this too shall pass.

jaypvbee

~ by jaypvbee on July 26, 2009.