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Archive for June 2009

XsandOs

Posted by: jaypvbee on: June 17, 2009

So my best friend just gave me the new Chrisette Michele “Epiphany” cd. OMG!! I love it! This cd describes everything I’ve been going through. I guess that is the reason she dropped it into my lap.

pinocchio

Posted by: jaypvbee on: June 9, 2009

 
im starting to lose my mind
self, body, spirit.
i feel like im not who i once was
am, could be, or would like to be.
within the depths of my soul
i feel like i have been robbed
true happiness has been stolen
and replaced with a mask
strings attached to arms
gently moving at the puppeteer’s direction

[Q]werty

Posted by: jaypvbee on: June 4, 2009

//…I took a swim
In the sea of guilt and misery
To find myself in an island
In the middle of nowhere
In my solitude
I asked to know the highest truth
And what I was told
Is to let own self be true…//
i never felt so down about losing friend
i feel like im going through the 7 steps of grieving a [...]