yesterday’s dreams & today’s realities

Archive for May 2009

southerncomfort

Posted by: jaypvbee on: May 24, 2009

home again
home again
where the cows are curbside
and the pastures grow far
the sun scorches my brown skin
the wasps run me in
but the smell keeps me going back
fresh fruit on the side of the road
bbqs and gatherings
family all together laughing
these summer days
keep me occupied
until i journey back
across the cloud
into cavity land
chocolate city
but for now
im comfortable
in my southern [...]

partofthelist

Posted by: jaypvbee on: May 7, 2009

//…The way your sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
and when I’m awake
staring at pictures of you asleep…//
 
in 2 days I will be departing
and the coldness in my heart
has started to defrost
how will we handle this seperation
who [...]

jealousy

Posted by: jaypvbee on: May 3, 2009

it started off great
honeymoon stage starts to fade
emotions start to flow heavy
With no label things necome complicated
for the other party involved
texts being read while one lays asleep in the bed.
rage being up because another person interferes
back turns doors slam eyes being to bring tears
the pain placed on each’s fragile heart
knowing this is not how we [...]