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Archive for February 2009

get too comfortable…

Posted by: jaypvbee on: February 28, 2009

//…baby girl dont you ever get too comfortable…//
 
Mannnnnnn.
I gave an inch.
a foot was taken.
fuck this.
why do i have to be blessed with the gift and the curse.
nice.
polite.
kind.
FUCK!!
i feel like im being taken advantaged of…
lowkey.
nah fucking HIGH key.
im stressed out.
in my own space.
why the fuck am i stressed out.
in MY OWN SPACE?
i can change this.
this can [...]

decisions

Posted by: jaypvbee on: February 19, 2009

Im stuck.
between a rock and a not so hard place yet.
a should.
and a shouldn’t.
But unlike Ms. Luckett
my “torness” isn’t between two guys.
its between my sanity
and insanity
the yes
or the horrible no!
im not good at this
rejection
acceptance
the decision.
————
jaypvbee

freakylikethedaughterofapastor

Posted by: jaypvbee on: February 1, 2009

ahhhh.
borderline nympho.
doesnt mean slut or ho.
just like DOD
what has ever been wrong with a lil DOD?
it kinda completes me.
wish it was regular.
like the days that come and go.
constant.
like the time that slowly passes in that 9:40 class.
monogamous.
just you and i.
my compliment
not completion.