yesterday’s dreams & today’s realities

Archive for December 2008

shitfuckdamn

Posted by: jaypvbee on: December 31, 2008

Its 3:47.
Why the fuck am I up?
I could be peacefully sleeping. 
But once again
I was disappointed.
Tomorrow.
I will be a MARTIAN.
treehigh.
I give up.
DISAPPOINTMENT SUCKS!!!!!
he sucks. 
and I guess I suck for fucking with a sucky ass nigga!
jaypvbee

yesterdayilovedhim

Posted by: jaypvbee on: December 29, 2008

//….Broken promises
My heart you stole
Lies you told
Got the best of me
Digging in my heart of gold
Used to look at you
And see the possibilities
I see you for who you are
Boy you’ve disappointed me…//
On an EARLY morning phone call is when I realized it was time to let go. I was talking to B about love and [...]

“thisdistancebetween”

Posted by: jaypvbee on: December 8, 2008

//…There’s only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time.
And I’m running out of things to do to get you off my mind
All I have is this picture in a frame,
that I hold close to see your face everyday…//
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

1202081138PM

Posted by: jaypvbee on: December 3, 2008

This is pure randomnes.
Just babbling.
Or crazy typing.
I should be sleeping.
 i have a 9 class.
And I’m tired.
But I cant sleep.
He’s back in my life.
 And its been weird.
Random.
Everything just came back.
As if we never left.
Never turned our backs on each other.
Never stopped calling or texting.
As if he didn’t leave me brokenhearted.
Crying.
In a corner.

Ok. Im being extra.
But can [...]